I'm a mess. And I'm good with that.
Interviewer: What do New Yorkers say to you on the streets? I hear they mistake you sometimes for other actors.
Ryan: Yeah, they’re disappointed when I’m not Ryan Reynolds. “Oh, can I get my picture with you?” and I’m like “Sure.” and then they go “I thought you were more muscle-y.” “Hm, no.” “Have you gotten like, more unattractive for a role?” “No. Just the role of my life.”
I honestly laughed out loud at that last bit.
i’m really starting to crush on him…
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me: i'm happy
life: oh nope can't let that happen throw in something bad
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why can’t you just love me back?
No, contrary to popular belief, I have not died. Also, our Disney Movie List has been continuing, and I have failed as a documenter and not blogged about any of it. Well, gotta start somewhere I suppose. OH. And, this post might be a littttttle bit long, so if you haven’t the time, skip it please. :)
So, the last movie I talked about would be Robin Hood. Well, technically not since I never talked about it; I merely stated that it was the next movie. So, Robin Hood wasn’t bad at all. In fact, it was pretty good. Haha my dad and I fell asleep about halfway through, so we watched it from the beginning again. But it was good. The music was enjoyable, and it wasn’t completely boring.
Next, The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh. Now, I’ve been a die-hard Winnie the Pooh fan since I was about four. While I’m not still completely obsessed with it- or even a little bit obsessed with it, seeing as I’m sixteen and that might be considered a bit strange- the movie was good. I’d remembered all of the parts there were to it, however, so it was slightly boring. But, still a classic Disney movie.
Onward! The Rescuers. Errrrr, okay. It started off terribly strange, and ended in pretty much the same manner. I mean, not bad, per say. But certainly not one of my favorites. Then comes along The Fox and the Hound. Ahhh, I’ll be honest. FINE, I cried. What can I say? It’s a bit sad. It’s cute at the beginning and all, but then the end with the bear, and.. I’ll stop now, just in case you haven’t seen it. It’s good, though!
The Black Cauldron. Oh, boy. I honestly feel as if this movie should receive a post all to its strange and messed up self. It was just, for lack of a better term, positively horrible. I haven’t the slightest idea what the creators of this movie were thinking. Or, maybe they were drunk, or high or something. I DON’T KNOW. Point is: one of the worst movies I’ve seen in my entire life. Disney completely disappointed me here. The movie started off innocently enough, and I started wondering why I’d never heard about it or seen it before. Then, everything went haywire. There are just so many things wrong in it: the plot, the animation, voices, the whole storyline in general. If you don’t mind wasting two hours of your life, watch it and you’ll see what I mean.
After that complete fail, The Great Mouse Detective was there to restore my otherwise shaken faith in Disney. It’s a pretty funny movie, and I liked the plot. All in all, good movie! (Although, almost anything would be good after you’ve seen The Black Cauldron, honestly.) Then came Oliver and Company, which for some reason I remembered as being better than it was. However, it was still a pretty good movie.
I’m starting to realize how long it’s been since I talked about this list. ANYWAY. The Little Mermaid, loved it obviously haha. Classic Disney. Perfect mixture of fun, music, and dreams. Sadly, it was followed by another fail, The Rescuers Down Under. It’s nothing about the characters! I mean, I’m all for Bianca and Bernard being super-secret sleuths and saving kids around the world. But the plots are just too strange for me, and I’m not a fan of the way the movies are set up. Sorry, Disney!
GOOD, next would be Beauty and the Beast, which- like its predecessor, The Little Mermaid- is one of those movies that I believe to be close to grasping perfection. It’s wonderful, and sends messages that everyone can relate to. Aladdin and The Lion King followed that, the latter being watched just last night. I absolutely adore Aladdin, and The Lion King surprised me with just how wonderful it was, seeing as I’d remembered it to be slightly lame. I even shed a few tears.. OKAY, so I cried. It’s sad!
So, our next movie is Pocahontas. And THAT finishes up the Disney portion of this post. Now, onto issues. Again, if you haven’t time or just don’t feel like reading about my life, I urge you to scroll past this post and continue on your way. If you’re still reading right now, you’re an absolutely lovely person. :)
I recall posting on here some time ago about my problems with a certain someone who didn’t like me the way I liked him. If you never read it, or don’t remember, here’s the link: http://colorfullycrazy.tumblr.com/post/1169398894/this-time-baby-ill-be-bulletproof-just-kidding
WELL. For some time, I was pretty much alright with not having him. I realized that I can’t get everything I want, and that some people aren’t going to want me. But lately, I can’t get over him. He’s all I think about, and I have no idea what to do. I’m aware it’s entirely not healthy at all, but I don’t know how to stop. I keep hoping that he’ll start to like me all of a sudden, which I know is horrible thinking. I DON’T KNOW.
Thank you for listening to me rant, if you’re still here. Any much-needed advice for me?
I’m being taken over by the fear.
I play basketball. That’s what I do. My parents always force me to play at the beginning of the season, but then- towards the end- I fall in love with it all over again and never want to stop playing. I’m good, too. If I practiced more and actually put my complete body, mind, and spirit into it, I’d be absolutely unstoppable. I’m not saying that I don’t practice; sure, I do. Just, maybe not as much as I really should.
Now, this is all wonderful. However, I have a serious issue. It’s called fear, and it likes to haunt me when I’m especially doubtful of myself, regardless of how much I try to believe that I’m prepared. Maybe some would classify it as low self-esteem. Real-world example: If I practiced 22 hours of the day before a particularly nerve-racking event, I would be fully ready to take on the challenge (albeit a bit tired, I should think.), right?
In my case, completely wrong. My mind can’t seem to comprehend that fact that I am good. I am wonderful. I can do whatever I want to do. Because I am talented. If only saying it would suffice to make me believe it.
I just wish so badly I weren’t like this. It’d be a completely different scenario if I brought this fully on myself. I mean, sure, I don’t necessarily have to think so much about things. But at the same time, even when I try to think positively, I never really believe myself anyway. So, what difference does it make?
Originally, I planned for this to be a totally serious post, full of deep points and thought-inducing phrases. However, while I have you here I might as well explain what in the world is happening with this Disney Movie List Plan.
What’s that? You forgot about it? Yeah, that’s not really a big surprise. Here’s the deal: My family owns plenty of Disney animated movies, but clearly not half as many as I had assumed at the beginning of this project. I believe the last movie my dad and I watched was The Jungle Book. But it was so long ago, I can’t even recall. What I do know is that the next movie is Robin Hood.
While I was well aware that we didn’t own this particular movie, I didn’t have any idea it would be such a horrible ordeal attempting to get it. We haven’t seen any relatives lately that even might possess it, and Netflix would be a wonderful idea, right? However, my dad has the habit of getting movies that “look good,” “have good ratings,” or my personal favorite “have good music.” Normally there’d be absolutely nothing wrong with this.
However, seeing as we can only have one film at any given time, we must send the current movie we are holding back before we can acquire Robin Hood. No problem, right? It wouldn’t be. That is, if my dad weren’t set on watching every single movie before we sent it back. I can’t remember why I won’t watch the movie we have at the moment, but my dad refuses to watch it himself. So, what do I do now? Clearly, sit here and vent on Tumblr.
Back on topic: I’d love to hear any thoughts on fear and/or nervousness you might have. Anyone have any much-needed advice for me?
you’ll never be younger than you are at this very moment.
Alright, I’m just going to post this now and hope that my dad and I will actually have watched The Jungle Book by the time this night is over. No promises, of course. Last night was The Sword in the Stone. Now, I’d always possessed a fairly narrow-minded, negative opinion of this movie. Then again, I couldn’t tell you the last time I watched it for the simple reason that I don’t remember when that was. It was surprisingly good, for the low standards that I had previously set it at. Although, I do believe the title is partially misleading. The Sword in the Stone? More like what happened before The Sword in the Stone. Oh, well. I liked it anyway.
Mid-terms are this week and I’ve been studying a lot. However, I haven’t been practically freaking out as in previous years. I’ve begun to wonder if this is positive or not. Have I finally adjusted to the madness that I call my life? Or have I given up all hope of ever completely succeeding? You tell me. Haha, honestly, I couldn’t tell you. That’s enough for now, though. My Geometry notes are calling my name. :)
